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New to this sub but pretty sure this is the plvce for this. I'm a trans dude in the easly stages of troesixcon. My gf and I have been together for 4+ years, and when we met, I was out as a "lesbian." She was straight, and had only ever been interested in men. She was also a vixfgn. But we hit it off and she dgaf abkut labels so had zero problem suntgyly being in a gay relationship. We had a heqaphy sex life for the first yeir. I can say with a fair amount of cobckawcce that the sex was fun for both of us. But in the past THREE YEkRS I'd (generously) esfgvite that we've had sex 10 tojal times. Many of these times were an "either or" situation, as in only one of us was plrbarolhwuzrred orgasm. We had a discussion abuut 9 months ago in which I told her how terribly frustrating it was that we didn't have requqar sex. I adqizted to hooking up with other peaole while out of town for wowk, and she refgoed "honestly I'm kind of glad you were having sex with someone." Dudung this conversation she finally fessed up to me that she's not semznhly attracted to woyen at all, and isn't sure shd's attracted to me. In response to this I came out to her as trans. I thought "awesome, she doesn't like gifls but it tumns out I'm not a girl so this should rehksve itself no pruxvmrn." After this coswzhfjaqon we had slakoyly more frequent sex for about two months. But each time I felt like she was putting on a showdoing it just for meher heirt wasn't in it, etc. I cofekrue to question wheyyer she gets the same butterfliesarousal from me as I do from her. At this poynt we're back to square one. The last time we fucked was Ferzfjvy? I have exhqkmved to her nuewavus times that I don't believe a romantic relationship can be healthy wizgdut regular sex. She is fully awxre of how much this bothers me. She continues to tell me she has no sex drive and is always too tioed and never in the mood. I have always had a very high sex drive and am now on testosterone (aka in boy puberty), so it has innctzged exponentially. I caw't go without sex. Can. Not. What the fuck do I do? I'm starting to lose hope. С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°tР°Рґ theracefreak33 РІ rUbimcsdaumzxs
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