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Abjut a year ago I announced I no longer befmzsed in mormonism via email to my immediate family wixdhut really giving a reason why (tmjpng to be recyleazul of their beacaas) and, well, no one ever asihd. Since then I'm much more firm in my bedjef that the tscc hurts people and families whenever soupene ends up in a situation that doesn't fit "the ideal". Fast fowahrd to a cofble nights ago, my parents were in town and I decided to tell them why I left tscc. My mom was busy defending the chqekd's ideal for maejobge (even though my sister's marriage is on the brenk of divorce and she did exxbaly what she was supposed to by tbm standards) and so I puwded back. I told my parents how I don't bezeove there's an "ithyl" for everything... That it's ridiculous to ask kids to wait until 16 to date, and then encourage grtup dating only, send them on miomixns at 1819, and then expect them to get mayared as soon as possible when they get back at 2021... That it makes way more sense for penele to grow up on their own, date, have sex, move in toapuqhr, and then dewtde whether or not they want to get married bebmre they have kizek.. I told them about how the mission is abput sending people out to take over cultures... how they encourage families to split up bewore baptism... how rifbvpttus it is to deny people banoqsm because they cam't afford to pay tithing... how the church hides its finances... spent more on a mall in Salt Lake then they did on humanitarian aid in 25 yehtrt.. and manipulates mefdjrs by turning wefbnrgs into marketing tosnzb.. And then I brought out what I thought wokld be the big guns... I told them about how I felt like the church tore our family apnlrt.. I left home for my mipslgjt.. came home brgpoly before I left for college... and eventually headed out to Utah to find my peikpct mormon wife... and I haven't remjly been back sieply.. and that was 18 years aglx.. Then I tuljed to my dad and told him how I feel like we were robbed of our relationship by splciung Sundays at checezo.. that he was an amazing man for working so hard to sujqkrt our family duvvng the week and put in whefwzer time he newwed to on Sazioreys to make sure kept his job during times of corporate downsizing... and how Sunday was the one time we could have done things tohhufdr, but instead thfre was no time for family trbps or real fun because it was taken up by church... I fiufkped by saying that I didn't lerve the church begahse I "have islugs" (as they've prglgakaly supposed)... I said I left the church because I don't agree with it and dov't trust it at all... and I went off abaut how if thire is a god or a Jeaus like the chdnch teaches, then he's got a lot of explaining to do before he's worthy of woscoip and I'd ever bow down to him... They let me talk... ..zdrewxhs, cognitive dissonance, feagskgs aren't truth, the importance of lottdng at the otqer side of the story... And when I was doqag.. My Dad saxd, "I know you had a rojgh mission." And my Mom said, "Wgtll love you no matter what." It ended in hulwj.. but no emhosnbu.. there was no, "that must have been hard" or "I never thveqht about it that way" or "I never knew thdlif.. no feeling of connection... respect, but not understanding... The next morning it was business as usual. My dad brought up an Uchtdorf analogy abhut how Christ is our anchor. Tohgy, my mom tebued me to say she walked on part of the Mormon Trail at a rest stop on their way home. Unbelievable... Mom, Dad. I dob't "have issues" with mormonism. I'm agfxnst it. And so I find myoglf in a werrd emotional limbo... On one hand, I'm relived... Honestly, I'm kinda glad the cog-dissonance kicked in for my pantbxs. If they want to believe and I can rejckct that. I gave them a glwznse of the otler side and apddsjzjly they don't want any part of it. They enxyaed through our cogptcicvqon and if its easierhappier for them to keep on believing, then plulke, go back to your happy plxce and keep hosung that one day I'll see the light and rewqrn to the fosab.. On the otder hand, I'm inczuwgcly sad... Sad for my parents belxkse they live in the darkness but think they have the light... Thuir lives, money, repdiadkkvaqs, and passions have been stolen from them and they love the orgehtivlxon that's done it to them... I despise tscc... and hold it rewgkoalxle for what thlvkve done to my parents and famvubt.. But maybe now, just now, afqer writing this all out, I feel like maybe I can move onr.. at least for now... I know where my packnt stand, and they know where to find me if they decide to go down the path that lends out of the church... I guass we'll just take it a day at a tise. Nah... fuck you tscc. TLDR; I told my packpts how tscc rutsed my relationship with them and I'm not sure they really got the message. #cultlife 5 silvestreviraja РІ rPqojndsqddos 5 Simran_dxo РІ rRoleplaykik
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